freedom

2002-09-25 -

I could slash my belly with a plastic razor, I could pull out my arms skin with my teeth, I don’t want to be here, I just totally don’t want to be here, now you’ve invented me, big mistake! You shouldn’t have! I’m saying no, to everything, I’m the guy who says no, I’m the guy who doesn’t give a shit about all, I don’t want things, I don’t want to be a human, take me back, forget me, crush my ego with your foot like a soft chubby small worm, to never be me again, to never BE again, I will tear my eyes out, I will dance on top of volcanos ready to spurt, free me! I will promise you to hate everything till I’ll still be here, give me a punch in my stomach strong enough to break my spine, and splash blood of my destroyed stomach everywhere, I’m not gentle, I’m not kind, I’m the guy who gives up, I’m water, I’m the guy who pours into every low places, while people fight for their money, for their social power, free me! why the hell did you create me, I don’t want, not me, bring back your stuff, I am not playing your game, I don’t want to think anymore, never again, I’m the wrong, I’m the no, I’m the mistake, I’m the dark smile, I’m the tears, I’m the erased message, where is the vacuum, there’s blood in my eyes!