| my theory about kindness
2002-09-04 - 2:45 p.m.
***May i bite you, please?</P><P>-Fuck you all! i'm bad!</P><P></P><P>I was training to be a guy like that. I'm the kindest person you've ever saw. That's awful! ( ;o) J.D. S). I go a bit better, but at 17, if somebody kept a tread on my toes, without seeing it, i was saying nothing, so that the guy didn't feel sorry, by my fault. I was understanding people, i was so easily putting myself in everybody's position, i was doing that ALL the time... I was the others. Even today, it's a bit hard for me to say: "Clear off!" or "No! Be careful, i can bite!"... it's not that i'm afraid or feel weak, it's just a deep bloody propensity not to be hurtful, whatever the hell happens. And i hardly can make a simple sentence without putting in it a thousand of "thanks" or "sorry"... This is fucking stinky, believe me! For me, but for people too in relationships, cos when you say only yes or nothing, people think you are a bit empty or whatever, and so they can't really respect you or whatever, and whatever, fuck!</P><P>I mean, you can't build this way a strong and fair relation...</P><P>I'm working on that. Wish me good luck. Wish me to bite you!</P><P>�</P><P>We are 6 billions people on earth. And guess what! We are all feeling alone. Come on you people, hug you each others!... I can see you, you are not hugging...!</font></span> <p></p></td>
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