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| le triptyque
July 28, 2003 - 9:45 pm
� Life is stupid�That�s my conclusion. My life is stupid. Life is stupid. Isn�t it? No? I don�t feel much right now, I don�t feel the blood in my veins. I feel light, barely here� like a forever dream, meaningless. Just waiting to wake up, the void back. I shouldn�t write when I�m tired. I�ve been on that train today, it was so boring, and now I don�t feel a thing� Jesus can save the world (um, I�m still in that Last temptation� I don�t read fast), Van Gogh can cut his ear and do nice paints� all over again� then what? I don�t see what�s the point suddenly� There�s nothing here, just a dream� Come on, I�m made of wood, burn for Christ sake! Isn�t there any light? Any fireworks? Stupid� Wait! I was happy last week, I even cried on the balcony of my baby love, while she was watching TV. I was happy. Filled and all. But what now�? What tomorrow in my stupid life? Mmh, I�m gonna make rolled my drums, rock and roll will save my soul� ega. I shouldn�t write when I�m tired. I�m tired. Am I lost? Am I nothing? Cuz I don�t care� � *� I'm running my destiny, this is beautiful and painful, it is mine, i just see tenderness on the side of the road and wish sometimes i could taste it... sometimes i can, most of the time i can't...But i'm still running, baby, trust me... � *� If I could have installed Medal of Honor today, I would have played the whole day� and probably the whole week. Damnit. What an i/o error is?� � 
� So, this is my miracle...� � � 
� These are the trips I made in July:1: the festival in belfort. 2: my parents for the big kabooms. 3: Aix-en-Provence, my baby love. 4: my lil sister, in her new house. In green, where i live. |
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