good and bad

April 12, 2003 - 1:20 pm

*** computer is bad

Two days ago, I’ve been near the forest to seek little pinus sylvestris or some fagus sylvatica, or little carpinus betulus (beech) to make bonsai, or to put in my garden - god I love those trees…! But it’s nothing when you’ve seen the larix kaempferi diana… this motherfucker tree rocks his ass out!! amazing… - I knew a place where there were lots of pinus… and when I saw the one I took, I said “oh, the love of my life…!” … Yeah, it was lovely…

And I do a kitchen garden too… And I need to make those things, cuz I’m addicted to my computer, cuz I’ve got things to do, with it, but also, I guess it’s because this is where is the move… internet… and I want moves, I think I need to see people, this lack of balance is amazing… 10 hours a day on my computer, this kills my brain… But it is very exciting too, really, all I can do… but I guess this is what an addiction is… good, but bad…

I think I need somebody to live with…

I dreamed my living room was on fire… that was scary…

this one, by Francis Kilsby (he's only 16!!)

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this one, by Misha Gordin

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this one is the one on my deskop, it looks really great there... by Nick Efimov

 

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