a normal guy has car problems

2002-12-10 - 11:35 a.m.

*** lost in infinityOk, it’s ok, now I’m a normal guy again. After one of the widest wound in my life (maybe not the deepest or most painful, but I felt so wide opened…), my heart got sort of tight again, very very tight… I shopped on internet, made lots of research for my ego, I was pissed off every day because my tests from the photo lab wasn’t coming, and now besides, my car is broken down, and I have to take care of all that shit… a normal guy.

I was just wondering again today, what is my destiny… and I answered to myself (er…), that I can be peaceful, I am stick in it, and it’s a bit like to be maintained for EVER in the arms of the person you are madly in love with, in love with the most violent feeling… it’s mostly pretty cool…

This train is going to Heaven, even if you don’t want it… cuz this is what you already are, already made of…

Oh fuck with the words…

Heart leads…

Will try to make of my life memorable memories, before to leave, you know…

I should take time again to paint… I so much know who I am when I do this… It’s so obvious… And I badly want to do it…

I am looking for a band to play drums in it… This land is like a desert, and I am a social mess… so, good luck or something...